Hi im good you?

Well kinda/:

but i like all types of songs idc i just want some songs haha idc what.

but my parents are annoying i mean them smoking how do  i tell them to stop smoking i asked my mom nicely if she could stop smoking in the morning before school she freaked out on me and said "ur not my mom im not gonna listen to you blah blah blah"

sheesh freak out and i hardly eat cuz i dont like going in the living room when they smoke soo right now its 5:41 and i didnt eat all day so far yesterday i had a gornola bar or however u spell it and something else not too big but yeah im losing weight and im kinda depressed../:

and i hate it when my parents open the door and smoke comes in it makes me mad i hate the smell of smoke and i hate it when its gets in my hair and clothes im always worried if im gonna smell like smoke at school ]=

Hey!

I hate actually Logistics,but the I need to stand them because I loooooooove my uni!

Weeeell,maybe she DIDN'T want to get it

Take care

OLyA

I'm agreeing with Dee!How the hell did u manage a 27 hour date?Who's idea was that?!

I also have too study,Logistics;hate them

Take care!!

OLyA

Hey hey hey!!

wow a 27 hour date?? haha if i were you i'd die haha

I'm not in Moscow no, i'm going on 26th-29th or august till the end of september!!

Ya you should give me your msn sometime so we can talk!

Have a nice weekend

Love ya too,
Dee.

A 27-hour first date is definitely too much. Wow! Maybe laying it out before the date... saying that you have to be back home to do whatever by such and such a time... that way they know ahead of schedule when the date will be over? I know I wouldn't be offended by that... there'd be no reason to be.

Hey,
Just wanna wish you a goodluck with Brady,
buuh you need to study more eh ;P
me .I HATE STUDYING :S:S:S
:)
goodluck again!
hiba.

Lol is brady a girl??

I've been okay, too much studying to do, and i'm being such a nerd lol
My summer semester finishes on august 18th or something.

My brother's wedding is on 08/08/08 at8PM
Cool right? lol

Lemme know how you're doing??

Love,
Dee.

My birthday wasnt ANYTHING special,

I got nothing from my parents but my cousin got me something.

[Polkadotcutie186]

true hahha gotta admit it.

And sorry bout that i was wondering were u were hahhaa cuz ur like never on!

glad to hear from you againa :D

tommarow is my birthday the 15th!!

Thanks [[=

but im not gonna say u have been on my mind dont u think thats a little cheesy? lol but i will say everything els!!

I dont know why im so nerveous to e-mail her i mean i e-mail to other teachers one from 5th grade and the middle school guidance consular so why am i do afraid to e-mail her?

Well i really do miss her.

Im to nerveous to e-mail here i dont want her to think im weird or anything,

bur anyways im goood you?

Where did you disappear to? :/

Dee.

i got you what?

im fine now,

well not really cuz my cousin came over and she acts like shes 6 but shes 15 and she was driving me crazy she always makes me do stuff for her either im at her house or mine at her house she always makes me get her something like a drink and if i say no she can get it she throws a fit but when i ask her she says no or whatever she makes me do everything for her also we get into a lot of fights shes soo annoying!! i cant take her anymore

Hey,

Glad to hear from you (:

Well a few days ago me and my parents got into a fight /:

heres how it went,

This will be a loooong storyy but,

a couple of days ago i didnt want to go to my aunts house cuz it was so boring there and i was back talking to my mom and i guess i said something bad i didnt cuss i said i dont care to her both of my parents tackled me and i didnt notice at first and i was at the corner and my mom was slaping me on the arm and my dad slapped me across the face my lip was numb my dad was pulling on my hair and he was about to throw a vase on me to time my moms like not that its mine or whtever go get a stick but he couldint find one and they were slapping me and me dad spit on me a couple of times. then i was on the cornor and his like dont ever say tht again blah blah and he was pulling on my hair and slapped me he was gonna hit me with his fist my moms like dont or whatever and she was slapping me. then they made me go sit down by them and were yelling at me and i had to go change my shirt and in the car my mom was calling me names and sh*t but i didnt hear her i was listening to my ipod and thinking of killing them [;

and my moms like later 2 days no comp. and on weeks u can go on the comp only when ur alone...but im still on the comp she changed her mind.

MY PARENTS ARE CRAZY....[[SOMETIMES]]

hi,

thxs for the comment i really hope its not cancer....i mean blckouts now a bump hahah i do NOT wanna go to the doctorss....im scared..and my dads going to bosnia on july 15 and coming back in 3 weeks my b-day is on july 15..oh and i didnt e-mail that 8th grade teacher im to scared hahaha cuz i dont want her to think im weird or anything lol..

yuck
sorry u got blown off
that sucks
that is one thing ive never rly been able to do to a dude
sorry and u were so excited to huh?
life sucks and so do some chicks
maybe u'll find one that sucks soonlol
take care
sammi

idk if i did it right but i clicked the <> but its wrong so i deleted the enty....ughh

i want the song "Tied up with a smile" by taylor swift

Thank you! [=

thanks!

but if i cant get it [[im not the smartest person]] can i trust u and give u my password?

but ill try it thanks!

Well me and my mom are ok i guess were not fighting anymore,

so were good [=

for now...haha

hey uhm how do you put up songs? i wanna know!! theres this song i wanna out up by taylor swift but idk how. do you know?

thxs,

but my hair is ugly my mom cut it so it looks diff. my cousin said its cute but i dont think it is.

and u should see me in real life im not as pretty as u think i am.Maybe in pictures...but not in real life.

[Polkadotcutie186]

thanks 4 the commet it helped alot [= ur the best! i cant talk now cuz im going swimming but when i come back ill talk ok?

bye

Yeah..im...good...kind/:...i....spilled..water...on..my..keyboard..yesterday..

ive..done...it..before...but..now..my...spacebar..wont..work..ugh..my.5

6...and.7.didnt..work...but...now..it..does....will..my..spacebar..work..later..

or...is..it..completly..broken...this..sucks!

lol how old are you? and it's just cause he makes me laugh so much he's so fun to hang out with!!!

yeah we sure have starbucks and everything here haha

what do you wanna know about geneva? i'll answer your questions lol

See ya!!

Dee.

wow i told the girl that commented before that it sucks that her and her friend are fighting. i guess that that makes me mean?!
whatever
and i didnt have ne one to take me. but i think im going toh ave to do smething. 
thank you for ur concern. he does make me scared
Sammi

heey!!

thanks for ur words...and yep..trust is way important in a relationship..

bye

ivy

Nice memmory :)
Love the photo too.

sounds liek you had a great time!! im glad and i hope ur injury heals nicely and quikly! be good and nice on your date!! treat her great!!

take care, sammi

Yeah she is an Actress...Shes in halloween, devils reject and some other movies..her husband rob zombie made halloween.

I think shes BEAUTIFUL! im such a huge fan lol.

In the devils reject i like it when she says,

Japanese,Chinese,Dirty Knees Look At These..hahaha

I g2g to bed ill talk to you tommarow.

[Polkadotcutie186]

Hhaha actually i thought tht joke was funny [=

oo u dont like sheri moon zombie? i hate yoouu! JK JK lol i dont care if u dont like her lol i just tihnk shes freaking awesome lol

uhm u know ur sis? did something happen with her?

 Hey, Thxs tht helped im ok i guess and yes im keeping my promise [= and well today my mom yelled at me and i yelled back and my dads like dont yell at her like that im ln my head STFU and walked away she lied to me once again about something,

Anyways..

I guess other then tht im doing ok.

Ughh i still dont have my tv boo hoo and hey do u like sheri moon zombie? i have a new entry of her shes awesome and beautiful i wanna meet her someday id be soo happy shes in tht new halloween movie [=

 Sorry about ur injury, Hey um if i skip a night with out praying is tht ok?

i did cuz i slept over my cousins.

hey, thxs for your comment,

well the fit active drink is kinda bigg so idkk im freaked hahah

Haha those pictures remind of me of Mathematics for economics and business!! But the good thing is that i'm done with it yay
But i'm taking statistics next semester.

I DON'T LIKE MATH  lol

I've been doing well, everything is alright, what about you??

Love,
Dee.

Hey Matt - OMG - that stuff you are studying is 2 much!!!!!!!  It looks so complicated and well, I don't know what to say about it - why do people want to know that kind of stuff, anyway? You say you don't like math, but you are doing it anyway - (I have always HATED math), but I guess it is a necessay evil in this crazy world - I dunno -  Anyway, yes, we are busier than usual around here with our new little addition - she is so adorable and so good, too - we are blessed - Looks like you are having fun on that pool table - now pool I like - LOL - anyway, thanks for stoppin by my diary - it's always nice to hear from you, Matt - Hope all continues to go well for you . . . .

Jan 

Hey Matt - It's good to see that you are in the process of helping someone - Ms. Polkadot - you are aways helpful anyway, when ever someone has a problem - that's what nice about MDD - we can all help each other . . . .Yes, I have been busy with our new addition, Gracie - she is so tiny and cute and fun to have around (someday you will see what I mean!), but I still read my favorites on MDD 2 C what it going on - hope your life is treating you good these days - thanks for stopping by my site - Take Care, Matt!

Jan

Aww Matt is so sweet!
Thanks for the comment it made me smile

You're right I need to make an entry about Switzerland
I have alot of pictures to show, they are online but not on MDD yet
they are too big and can be too boring to some people...

I had a math exam yesterday, it was hard. but i didn't get the mark yet.
I have management exam on saturday and two exams on sunday,  Macroeconomics theory and organizational behavior and then i'm done yay can't wait lol

I see you are trying to help someone on MDD,
That's so sweet of you

I believe that people who are depressed,they do it to themselves
I mean if you want to be happy, you are the only person who can make yourself happy.
also have you heard about the secret? Law of attraction? I kinda believe in it
I tried it and it really works!

LOVELOVELOVE,
Dee.!

Write back lol and tell me how you are and what are you busy with those days, hope all is great!!

Lol kk i wont cut i promise!!!

U do trust me right? and im glad i can talk to you!

[Polkadotcutie186]

Thanks soo much!! That helped alot! ur soo nice [:

I took those pictures down and i promise you that i wont cut myself!! Ive gotta say this is actually the most nicest thing anyone has ever done for me! it made me smile! [=

Ur the best!!

And when school starts im going to talk to my school guidance consular.

[Polkadotcutie186]

Here ill tell you part of my wish but the other part you have to figure it out on your own ok soo there this teacher Mrs.Casey she is the 8th grade social studies teacher she is also my target reading teacher in the morning on mond. and turs. i will be seeing her on the first day of school monday yay and well shes soo nice and sweet im going in 7th grade and well i hate my parents they make my life hell they drive me crazy read my entrys and u might know what i prey for!

and if you know tell mee

Ho thxs for you comment,

Theres nothing i can do to make it come true thats why i prey for it to come true.

Thank you for the comments you left in my diary.
About the shark, I then knew the man was not bitten in half... I just was lazy to update on that.
Wow, so you are from around here... SD?

Dreams can be so wonderful and at the same time they could put us in a very sad mood. I'm sorry you are feeling the way you are about Michelle. Yeah, people make mistakes and not all of them say they regret them. I do regret many things I did in the past (except breaking up with an ex and cancelling our wedding... that was the BEST thing I ever did and don't have any regrets for it). But now, I see those little mistakes as a lesson learned. I think we learn from our mistakes and that's what it makes up grow up and teach us not to make them again. I hope that someday you'll find that special girl.

wow its been a while since you have written an entry.

First of all the pics...#1 the padron fits you, you look tough yetlaid back, yeah maybe that doent make sense..lol..#2 and #3 you look great and soooo serious, you have the politician look no offense.  And the last pic pretty but sad.

I think that the reason you are still single apart from the fact that you are so obviously inlove with M.  Is that even if she messed up for you she is the one and other girls dont fit her shoes, you are already saying that you dont think you will ever find a girl like her so that is a door you are willing to close.  But you never know hun, there might be a girl out there with a little tag that says for Matt A Sweet...

I am sure you will land a great job with  great company

Good luck

c.

btw the guy who sent me the teddy isn't my boyfriend haha
he's a friend who really likes me let's say :P

Love,
Dee.

How are you?

You're right finals suck, i have marketing final on sunday urghhh

Love,
Dee.

I hope you do well on your finals.  I will check out the website and have massive fun ast the SFS

hugs

Hey thanks for the comment

Lol it's just a trip for professional photography i don't know the guy or anything haha but i'll learn something new i guess ...

How are you??

Love,
Dee.

it went okay, i had a good time at uni, but my car got hit so i was upset you know..
on the way home, i was happy singing in car and stuff lol
then my brother came home, and was like how u hit the car blah blah
I broke down =(

I'm okay now though lol
it's kinda hot today, summer!

hows you?

Hugs,
Dee.

Aww you're online!

lol i knew it

Love,
Dee.

I'm glad you're in a good mood,
Old books are always the best!

I don't like coffee though lol i'm still a kid :P

Hugs,
Dee.

You know, Matt, the things you say you want out of life - the nice girl, the kids, the bills, etc., are so normal and predictable - really, you sound like most every girl's dream - a lot of them just don't know it yet, probably because like you, they are young and don't  know what they want.  The most bestest and right girl will be there for you, like I said before, when you least expect it.  It could be the girl in the grocery store, the one in the library, someone from one of your classes - the least one  you might expect to the "the one", will be there all of a sudden, and everything will fall into place and be wonderful for you - you'll see . . . .

Jan  :)

Thanks for the comment

I'm glad you're happy now, everything needs patience!!

Love,
Dee.

I am glad hun that you are happy.  Great things come to those who wait.  Patience is a virtue.

tons of love

c.

Awww Matt thank you!!.  I thought you werent coming back!  I hope that you get over M soon.

tight hugs

connie

I gotta admit I laughed so hard as I read this.  I know tht maybe laughing at someone elses misfortune isnt a good thing but hey  karma is a bitch...Michellei deserved it

take care hun

tons of love

c.

i'm so glad your doing good:)
I'm happy I'm taken too.

He's a great guy:)

Je parle francoise not good enough if not I would have had so much fun teaching you.  but out of curiosity what are you studying in french right now?

DO NOT CHECK UP ON MICH!!!!!  I know you miss her but if you stay away t will be better

hugs

all I can say is I am sorry you are hurting.

and I am sending you tons of hugs

memories will fade my sweet Matt.

time will help you

c.

Hi Matt - I'm sorry your going thru all of this emotional misery - S-it happens and you simply have to get over it and get on with it.  This girl was probably your first love, and they are always the hardest to let go, but you simply must.  It would be E-Z 4 me to lecture and blab on about this, as you know I always do, but I will not.  You will find your space and what is right 4 you in time, the same as all the rest of us have . . . .

The last quote is a good one - remember it when you think of Michellei.

Hugs,

J

Okay, Matt - I've never heard of this guy, Wyclef, or that band, Fugies,  but considering my age, I guess it figures.  Have you ever heard, for example, of The Travelin Wilburys?  Touche - (that's french you know - LOL)  Sorry to hear about the french exam - I took french in high school and completely bombed the whole class, so I can understand how you feel.  It's a tough language - you should take spanish (as I should have, too) becuz it's a much more widely spoken language and can take you places in the job field.  The most interesting thing I can remember about my french class was when Mr Liatos (the french teacher) and one of the students almost got into a fist fight) - now that was weird.  Anyway, on to the bare knuckles thing - that I've heard of, cuz my daughter talks to a boy on the phone sometimes (actually he's way older than her and I don't like it), but she said he does this bare knuckle thing, so when I think he's on the phone, I always ask her if it is Bare Knuckles - Lol, Lol - Anyway, on to Monica - sorry there was no chemistry there, but there's plenty of fish in the sea - with a name like Monica, no wonder there was no chemistry - there's a better one right around the corner, you'll see - So, that's it for now - Hope the studying goes well -

Talk 2 U later!

Jan  :)

of course i'm going 2 ask a stupid question - who is wyclef jean?  no one else here knew the answer to that question either - and of course, you must tell us what happened to your hands - k, that's it 4 now.

J

How did your gig go?????

hugs

good luck on your gig

wow ending a 4+ year relationship is desastruous

have fun

take care

hugs

c.

Interesting entry. I am glad that things are going well for you.

I didnt comment on your last entry but still nevertheless it worries me that you were so down.  When you feel like if you want share it.

take care

hugs

c.

I have been thinking about getting my poems published for a while and I want to so bad to do it this year.  Thank you for thinking they are good.I will get them all together and we will keep talking about it..

thanks hugss

baby steps

I knew you wre not going to whack yourself I have faith in you

tight hugs

Heeyy. yeah i will add you after writing this comment lol
What's your major? i take management as well,
and i've chosen my subjects for the next sesmester as well.
but i'm on break now till feb 10th lol

How did you know i was gonna go sleep? :o

Vee.

NO talking about death..ok????

Me on th eother hand love the rain...it washes away the dirt, it gives life plus the smell is amazing, but hey I am aa hopeless romantic anyways.  I know how you feel sometimes I wish I would just go after him and try to get him back but what about me loving myself...

tight hugs

love

c.

Yeah, right, Matt - like I could ever translate that german phrase you gave me to decipher for homework - LOL - here's one I like, but it is in English - "When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change".  Dr. so and so quoted that on a show on PBS that I was watching a while back and when I thought about it, it made sense.  I even used that thought when I went to an interview (scary), and I thought of the interviewers as "friends", and it worked!  True, I didn't get the job, but on the other hand I was definitely NOT  a nervous wreck.  Anyway, I am starting to think that you are way 2 smart 4 me, with all the stuff you talk about and the books, etc. - Man!  I mean, I like to read, too, but for example, one of my favorite authors is James Herriott - do you know him?  All God's Creatures Great and Small, and many many others - anyway, if you know him at all, you will know he is an easy reader, but a wonderful writer.  I think if things are too complicated they can be boring - now you may not feel that way and like and need the challenge because you have what I would call an "educated brain", and that's a good thing for sure, but on the other hand, not everyone thinks like you do, and although an education is a wonderful thing to have, it is not essential (I am talking spiritually) - duz that make sense? My oldest son, Christopher is somewhat like you are - he is really smart - he hasn't gone to college like you are, but he is really quick and in the computer field, and makes a lot of money, and everyone is crazy about him, as they probably are about you, too -  And blah, blah, blah, right?  LOL  I don't know what I'm talking about anymore, Matt - I think I'm going crazy, so I'm going to go outside now and smoke a cigarette in the pouring rain - I have one left and it is broken in half, and it keeps screaming at me to smoke it and get it over with, so I'll talk 2 U later -

Later Gator,

Jan

I'm 19, and University of Jordan is in Jordan,
and Jordan is between Israel, Syria and Iraq. (middle east lol)
I'm Russian, and english is my fourth language.
I learned english from school lol and i still suck at it.
But at uni all my books and everything is in english,
Especially the econ subjects, and i'm doing the undergraduate studies.
What about you?? Masters?

*Dee*

Matt - you crack me up - when you start talking about the girls' looks and how you know looks shouldn't matter, etc., etc. but you really want a girl your attracted to, you sound so normal - but then . . . .you start quoting poetry, good poetry, but poetry none-the-less, and once again I feel confused by you.  I guess the most important thing is that you are really a nice young man with a good attitude, and that's what really counts.

Jan

cute poem 

NC seems like a really nice place to live I have been thinking of going there as well... my  clone lives there and  he loves it.  I hope that you find the right girl

tight hugs

<333

Aww you don't like econ? it's not that bad...
How old are you?
I'm russian and i go to the uni of jordan, you?

Thanks for the comment =]

Dee.

Wow those are great grades,
lol my major is econ :P

Enjoy your week
Dee..

Hi Matt - Hey, how come your so smart, anyhow?  Congratulations on your good grades - obviously your studying has paid off - I'm glad to hear all is going well for you.  Thanks for your comment on my "Lonely" entry - it's nice to know your out there!  How's it going with the new girl?  You sounded pretty happy last entry I read regarding her.  Anyway, I finally added another entry to MDD having to do with Christmas - now isn't that unique?    I'm usually a good writer, but I just haven't felt like talking much for some reason.  Anyway, I hope your holidays were fun for you and you got lots and lots of presents - LOL -

Jan 

i'm not boy crazy, i'm just fickle.
i like everyone. it's just how i am,

Poetry is  complicated, and lets not go into Shakespeare.  But be patient my Sweet friend.  Good luck

hugs

Matt : Everyone can read poetry, just take it as  a challenge !

besides keep in mind that Shakespeare, was just an actor, who ocassionally writes plays, mostly adapted or stealing ideas from Harlowe.(a real writer)

Poetry is a real pleasure!, if you dont take it seriously !

Have a blessed week !

[heavenlycreature7]

yes you are def cute

have fun

go eat bananas and monkey around

hugs

dont wear yourself out with the homework

I hated homework!!!  And that sounds soo complicated.  I am glad that you are happy.

loads of love

connie

you certainly do your last name justice

hugsss

Matt : I like the little plan idea

I modified the pics of my dolls. Thanks for the comment!

Have a blessed week

aww hun

thanks tons for your sweet comment

you and I have both been thru some stuff but our future is sure to shine bright

take care

mucho love

hugs

c.

Glad you and her had a great time together.

Hope you have a brilliant and blessed week

yay ...

you see hun  you had a great time with a nice girl

who knows ....

I hope you guys keep dating

I can certainly picture your smile

load of hugs

mucho love

connie

Hi Matt - Nice pictures!  You look good!  For your date at Rose Pistola, I think you should wear like a nice pair of jeans or cords a long sleeved shirt with a sweater over that that has a V-neck in a pastel color.  It will probably be freezing out there, so wear your coat over that - that's my story and I'm stickin to it.  Have a great date and don't eat 2 much!  LOL

Jan

P.S.  See - I told you if you were patient you would meet a nice girl!  :)

you have cute eyes

now hun that cigar doesnt go well with your lips  but I guess men have their thing with cigars..lol

nice pics

I am soo happy that you are finally  going out and having some fun

you deserve it

I liked the place

tons of hugs

mucho love

c.

[ladyofthelake]